perjalanan hidupku...

1 year..

2009-09-16T07:42:00.000-07:00

it has been a year since I came here (UK).
setahun berlalu..cepat masa berlalu..

reherseal+Qiraat Competition...

2009-09-01T21:19:00.000-07:00

30th ogos.
reherseal....mcam biase weekend je reherseal..huhu

uncles suruh kitorg sume masuk qiraat competition tuh..da x de alasan yg kukuh..aku pon tibai jolah...aku,safuan,aman and awan ngaji same2 dlm bilik..uncle zul bgitau tajwid..kami practise punya practise..tngk2 mse nak tamat..uncle zamri punye semangatnye suh jgak aku masuk..die bgi hp die..pastu call la..

Djs tuh ckp punya la pelan..lpas aku ngaji Surah Ad-Dhuha..aku pakai hentam je "yes" x dengar ape depa ckp..

"mashaAllah..SubhanAllah..very clean and clear.." (klau x silap aku la...)

so,sape2 yang masuk next round tuh..congratulations..!!!
sape yg x masuk tuh cube lagi next time..depa silap dengaq tuh..spatutnye sume malaysian masuk next round..!!!

HOPE

2009-08-26T18:44:00.001-07:00

Hope was but a timid friend;
She sat without the grated den,
Watching how my fate would tend,
Even as selfish-hearted men.

She was cruel in her fear;
Through the bars, one dreary day,
I looked out to see her there,
And she turned her face away!

Like a false guard, false watch keeping,
Still, in strife, she whispered peace;
She would sing while I was weeping;
If I listened, she would cease.

False she was, and unrelenting;
When my last joys strewed the ground,
Even Sorrow saw, repenting,
Those sad relics scattered round;

Hope, whose whisper would have given
Balm to all my frenzied pain,
Stretched her wings, and soared to heaven,
Went, and ne'er returned again!

-terkenang-

2009-08-20T16:43:00.000-07:00

19/08/2009.

selepas endahkan zaim..
saya tertido,kemudian teringat akan Tokki tersayang.Saya teringat ketika dia duduk di kerusi getah sambil memerhati kami makan pecal dan ABC,ketika makan di belakang rumah bersama-sama,ketika menonton bola sepak (kedah-selangor),ketika saya mengurut arwah dan ketika sahur.

lepastu,aku menangis..beberapa minit kemudian zafran kejut dan menanye;

zafran:abang syahmi?? abang syahmi?? knp nangis?? sedih ekk?? (die tanye berulang2)
saya:huh?? xde pape..xde pape..(sambil lap mata)

lepastu sye trus amik yassin dan membacanye.

ku kenang senyumanmu,
ku kenang nasihatmu,
ku kenang segala-galanye darimu.

Tokkki

2009-08-19T07:01:00.000-07:00

Minggu lepas saya dengar yang tokki sakit.Makan kurang,cakap tak berape betul,tidak kuat untuk berjalan dan kurang bercakap.

semalam,saya diberitahu yang tokki masuk ICU dan dalam keadaan nazak/tenat.beberapa minit kemudian,selepas keluar dari tandas..mira cakap "ami,tokki dah takde". sye terkejut dan ble..beberapa saat kemudian ayah menelefon.mira mule menangis..selepas memberi salam lalu air mataku mengalir keluar,semakin lama semakin banyak.

saya:hello..Assalamualaikum
ayah:Wa'alaikumsalam..
ayah:da tau ke?
(saya tidak membalas,lalu memberi hp kepada mira)

tokki kembali ke rahmatullah pada (18 ogos) pukul 11 malam waktu Malaysia. inna lillah wainna lillahi rojiuun.

bile mengenang kembali saat dulu..ketika bermain di ladang nenas tokki.ketika mengait rambutan bersama tokki.ketika makan pecal dan ABC bersama-sama.ketika urut tokki pada petang hari.ketika berbuka puasa beramai-ramai.ketika bersahur di pagi hari.ketika beraya.bersolat.ketika memulakan membaca mukadam.

saya tida akan malupakan tokki.

Hope..Harap..!!

2009-08-18T04:04:00.000-07:00

i hope you all get better.
i hope we can meet each other soon.
i hope i can sit by you right now.

syahmi harap atok,tokki dan toklang maafkan syahmi.
syahmi harap atok,tokki dan toklang bertenaga seperti dulu.
syahmi harap atok,tokki dan toklang panjang umur,murah rezeki dan dihindari dari penyakit2 dan dosa2 besar dan kecil.
semoga harapan ni menjadi benar dan syahmi rindu tokki,atok dan toklang.

Snowdon and Bangor..

2009-06-18T03:51:00.000-07:00

Brtolak dri rumah pukul 9 lbih..smpai bangor kol 3 lebih..

dlm perjalanan tu aku x tido [power kan.. ]..yg lain sume buat "ayaq liuq" kecuali aku ngan yuni klau x silap laaa~.smpai2 je bangor..first thing aku tngok adalah langit..yelaaa~ langit slalunye cantik time subuh..langit time tu cantik gak..tpi kne bwak barang2 masuk rumah..aku sorg je yg boleh angkat barang2 'berat'..haha pastu tido..

Pade pagi esoknye...kami breakfast la..para bapak dan ibu dan sorg 'budak kecik' gi carboot..
yg budak2 duduk umah ngan bibik.. pastu budak2 gi sungai yg trletak di bawah Menai Bridge yg trletak di Bangor yg trletak di England yg trletak di Europe yg trletak di Bumi yg trletak di Angkasa lepas yg trletak di..........kite tamat kan 'trletak' ni di sini. tripod den buat hal..'ape kehe diongan tripod nih..?' haisshhh..tripod carboot la katekan..dah amik2 gmbar pastu..ape lagi balik la..bpak2 ngan mak2 serta budak kecik ponnn balik ...pastu kami pegi picnic dkat tmpat yg bername '...............' [sorry x tau nme tmpat...] mkan tei sungaiii~ best2..tpi makan jela.. :(
pastu gi ke tempat yg agak membosankan.."kedai2" mak2 la ni punye psai..nk boli cenderemate...and i wasn't in the mood..so, main baling2 batu kecil..kitorg duduk dkat satu tmpt..berderetla..memanjang..[ org putih pon pelik..] pastu tunggu 'driba' dtg..kate 20 mins tpi nk dkat 20 mins + 20 mins = 40 mins.... [ power jgak aku ni dlm maths.. :P]pastu balik umah..dngan muke yg muram.. pastu solat2..dan berlepas ke tapak memancing..at that time i was in the mood untuk 'mnembak jela'
Mackerel...nice spot to shoot sunset...
kitorg pegi je x memancing..aku dpat try 2 kali sajok..memancing smpai 11 lebih..tido lmbat lgi...

esok kitorg gi Snowdon Mountain Railway...naik la steam train yg lembap dan bosan..mnyakitkan pungung..duduk dlam tu berjam2..x boleh kluar nk amik gmbar view..bgi trun kat tmpat berkabus watpa? x nmpak apa pon..pastu trun la..gi picnic tepi tasik..and xde mood giler2..dripade railway tu smpai dkat tmpat picnic tu..mmg bosannnnnn~ pastu ajaq adam passing..hilang skit kebosanan ..but still not in mood..klau ade Shafiq mmg happy je all the time...
pastu bpak2 gi memancing..AGAIN.. yg budak2 duduk umah...x wat pape..aku xde mood...boring..dan sebagainye ..
mlam itu plak..kami bakaq ikan Mackerel..sodapp la jgak..rugi sapa x makan.. :P
yuni plak demam.mlm tu mkin panas..sian die..demam time brcuti..mna nk seronok..die x dpat gi Crabbing..sian..lain kali klau ade chance gi crabbin..awk sihat2 la..

esoknye balik..singgah "shire2 oak"..ape ntah nme tmpat tu... kat situ ade la mood skit..yuni pon mcam dah elok skit kannn?? mkan Mcd ..ade due org tu gi Mcd x ajaq..haha pastu gi tempat kanak2 rebina main..diorg lantak fries tu..dlam mse 2 mins jeee~ :0 pastu balik..mkan ketam..kat Glos..

I happy if you happy,
I sad if you sad,
I moddy if ypu moody,
I want to be sick if you sick.

That's all for now.. :D

Temannn~

2009-04-07T11:42:00.000-07:00

Tidak perlu mencari teman secantik Balqis
Andai diri tidak sehebat Sulaiman
Tidak perlu seteguh Ibrahim
Andai diri tidak sekuat Hajah
Mengapa mengharap teman setampan Yusof
Jika kasih tidak setulus Zulaikha
Mengapa didamba teman hidup sehebat khadijah
Andai tidak sesempurna Rasulullah
Mengapa perlu pilih teman yang tampan atau cantik
Kalau dia tidak seorang yg baik
Mengapa perlu bersama "Barisan Nasional"
Jika di sana ada PAS.

requested

2009-03-30T11:41:00.000-07:00

Go to your photos folder in your computer

Go to the 6th folder of photos

Go to the 6th picture in that folder

Put the picture in your blog and a description of it.

Invite 6 friends to join the challengeLink them in your blog to let them know they've been CHALLENGED!

My 6th pics in my 6th folders...!!

This pic was taken in 30 March...
It is a Flowers behind my house...!!!
Take by HANDPHONE..!!

Next people are:
Sape2... :D

.:My Personality:.

2009-03-28T07:31:00.001-07:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

.Loughborough.

2009-03-26T09:44:00.000-07:00

Mule2 pi Manchester...pastu gi Loughborough....

Dlam prjlanan nk gi Loughborough pilot silap jalan...
pastu aku cari jln pints dlm map.. cari3...jumpe ponn.. =)
last2 smpai gak loughborough at 7.00 p.m. pastu tunggu pkcik Mokhtar balik...
untuk gi ke dewan..smpai dewan ...tngok2 sat...pastu uncle Zul pnggil main ngan die [bregu...]...pastu x ready agi..lwan jelah...x biase agi ngan tmpat tu..so, biarlah..lwan2 ...akhirla badminton..4 org je yg wakil MCB dan 4 families only dtg..
family lain busy la kn..tpi okla...4 family pon ok..esoknye kmi pi carbot...huhu borong...balik dri carbot...
bdak2 nk pi main kat park...aku pon gi la skali kat park tu..sbb...
ade Adam..huhu..pastu mainlaaaaa~..mase aku pusingkn bnde alah tu..gusi aku kne skali dkat besi tu...hahah..skit dowhh..tpi xpe...bkan nye besar sngat bnde tu ...huhu

Thats all for now...k bye..Asslamualaikum

"Pantun Suffiannnnnnnnnnnnnn~...!!"

2009-03-11T15:06:00.000-07:00

Mari kawan-kawan...kita dengaq pantu pulak...
mari kawan-kawan,
kita meng-add suffian,
jangan malu segan,
add laaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ suffian,

kalau kawan meng-add sufian,
saye pon mahu jua,
kalau kome rindu sufian,
bgitu juga dengan saye,

janganlaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
jeritan suffian,
14 harakat pnjang nye,
jngan lupe pesanan Suffian,
"gelakkan org nnti masuk api neraka"

suffian itu popular orgnya,
dia juga kelakar belaka,
hendklah anda brkawan dngannya,
klau tidak rugila jawabnya,

suffian oh suffian,
jngnlah kamu cuba mngusik,
klau dimarah tidak boleh..!!,
nnti dia jerit brgonjang dunia...

wahai suffian,
jeritan kau kuat gilerrr,
boleh dengar sampai ke Gloucester,
klau boleh laaaaaaaaaaaaaa~,
klau boleh volume tu biar pelan supaya aman ...

suffian,
permintaan kami amat lah kecik,
aman dan damai sesama kita,
boleh tak kami mngusik?
tapi jangan laaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ marah sesama kita?

Salam Maulidur Rasul~

2009-03-10T12:54:00.000-07:00

Rasulullah saw...dirimu tetap menjadi contoh dan ikutan sekalian ummah..

qudwah hasanah, rahmatallil'alamin..insan agung dan mulia di sisi Allah, yang menjadi kekasihNYA...kami ummatmu ya Rasulullah...biarpun Rasul sudah pergi meninggalkan kami tetapi kau tetap menjadi contoh kepada seluruh ummah dan pngikutmu..kau mewariskan Kalamullah dan Sunnahmu..agar kami ummatmu tidak sesat...ya Rasulullah kekasih Allah..

Selamat Menyambut Maulidur Rasul...

Rounders...!!!!

2009-03-04T14:39:00.000-08:00

Once upon a time,Qidah ajak kami main 'Rounders'...and 'ENGGAK KOMPOM'... tangguh punye tangguh punye tanguh...smpai arini.... And today...jdi main...so, da kompom...da la aritu aku demam...tpi boring duk umah...join la skali...sbelum tu..nadiah kate 'dah mkan ubat ke lom'
aku jwab'dah..lame dah[klentong ;P]

Pastu kuar laa...gi HEALTH PARK..... pastu ape lagi...main laaaaaa~ da abis main...yunie ckap 'Uncle Sabri ajak gi umah die...' then, kitorg ragu2 nk pi ke dak....pikir punye pikir..... pastu aku ade satu alasan klau Uncle Zul or Aunty Eyja marah...iaitu 'Uncle Sabri ajak gi umah die mkan' so, kitorg ape agi jlan lah ke sane.......jlan3...smpai bulatan....start dri bulatan tu aku kire berape steps dri ctu smpai dpan pintu umah uncle Sabri.....so, aku jlan lah pelahan....Yunie pon jlan pelahan sbb ngah type message.....pastu nadiah marah sbb lmbat....tpi aku wat bodoh je.....hahaha pastu nadiah snap gambar skit...tpi bnyak x jdi... 'jlan jlan kaki'

Akhirnye...smpai gak .....smpai je dpan pintu umah...sye ckap '610'....hahahah Uncle tnye...'pebende 610 tu'...aku ckap 'steps dri bulatan'. Pastu kitorg masak maggie...aku masak maggie kari....Nadiah ngan Yunie masak maggie asam laksa.....masak punye masak punye masak....SIAP....pastu aku nye laku...asam laksa je tinggal... todak lame kmudian....uncle Zahar dtg...uncle Zahar x bgi Shaz,Ayiq and Shafiq kluar...tpi Anis!!! pnggil masuk.... tpi sbelum tu uncle Zahar masuk......Anis ckp 'biar Anis yg bukak...' pastu depa abiskan asam laksa...

Then aku ngan Uncle Sabri masak burger... [sbenarnye aku je yg masak... :P] pastu, uncle Sabri puji...aku masak 6 tiap satu krat 4... (6 kali 4=24) 24 kping..... tpi bile bdak2 kat ats trun...lesap...mcam ikan daaaaaa~ Pastu, wat sosej...sosej pon same gak...tpi nseb baik aku dpat satu...hehe.... pastu, buang mase skit....tngok TV.. and mkan honeydew..Yunie smpai gigit2 kulit bende dew2 tu.... pastu,uncle Sabri antar balik.....TAMAT lah di cni .....

BYE....BYE...kpade yg ucapkan Hari Lahir kat sye ....
sye ucapkan 'ARIGATO GOZAIMASHITEK'

1 March..!!!

2009-03-04T14:27:00.000-08:00

SELAMAT HARI LAHIR SYAHMI......

Skrang aku 13 thun....x prcayenye....huhu

Arini Uncle Sabri blanje bdak2 main bowling...(kli ke-4 main bowling kat Bristol :P)kitorg yg lelaki dtg lmbat ..hehe :). Lpas kitorg smpai...trus main....main punye main punye main.....
Akhirnye 'TAMAT'....Pastu Nadiah ngan yunie dpat £3 dri Uncle Sabri untk main 'MOTION RIDE' [da la boring bende tu..bazir je...] ;P

Pastu.....smpai cni sajolah.....

GOLF!!

2009-02-26T04:30:00.000-08:00

Once upon a time......aku sleppover kat umah unty wan... [mlas nk speaking... =) ]
esoknye plak...aku bangun.. [mestilah..kan2?] yg hat pompuan duk dapur kecuali..ANIS!!! ish..ish..ish!!!!!
pastu Yunie ckap get ready n pi umah Unty Ani...pastu kitorg yg lelaki main bola kat luar...
pastu uncle2 dtng...ingatkann nk amik kitorg..rupenye nk gi main golf..so, kitorg pon join lah skali...

FIRST TIME SEYHH...!!!! main golf...

Kederitaan di Gaza..!!

2009-02-05T13:08:00.000-08:00

Our cities are haunted by parents with missingchildren,

We all suffer here,with bomb and deaths...

For these there is no rest. No time for eat...
The only awakening from this nightmare is for the children to be found. The sounds of mothers' cries can be heardthroughout the nights.
The tears of fathers' sorrows drown out our citylights.
For these parents time stands still...

They are not alive, nor allowed to die.
These lost souls are chained to our cities and left empty inside.
They roam in the parks and sweep through the streets,

In hopes of finding that special littleface.
The pain that they feel and fears on their faces are invisible to all others.
Their lives are a living hell without the joy of this child.

Child here in bad situation...
People,hear our cries.

The hurting and afraid.
Give to these parents peace of mind and free them from their chains.
If you don't get involved and say who gives us a damn,

We here waiting for help,But...,no one... help our...country,

our...children and our....poeple,we also want to be in happiness too.

We also want to look Gaza's children go to school....

play with thier friends and spend time with their parents...

child in Gaza doesn't want to look their parents die because of the bomb...

but want to look their parents happy and cheer everytime....

Then will you help us that in suffer right now??

HELP THEM TO GET THE PEACE...!!!!(BTUL KE AYAT NI ;p)

Ape azam aku ye tahunn nie...!!

2009-01-01T11:46:00.000-08:00

Ni Adam...(baik orangnye (^_^)..!!)

Aku nk wat ape ye tahun ni...???

1)oohh,baru teringat...aku nk masuk team bola kat skolah...:D

2)aku harap dpat pindah Bristol yg ade ramai org Malaya ..baru ade kawan..(^_^)

3)aku nk dpatkan aku nye MP3...huhu~..!! boleh la blajar smbil dngar lagu..

4)aku nk bllajak betul2..sbb balik je aku PMR lorhh..!!takut seehh nk amik..da la x blajar KH,BM dan lain2 yg masuk PMR...

Okeyyhh la...aku saje je nk try wat blog...